Missing you always

Today was a hard day.
I feel I lost a friend.
my heart ways so heavy.
Thoughts of you wont leave my head.
I see you have taken on a new journey.
I see you are home.
With all this being said.
Why do I feel so all alone?
My love, I will miss you.
May the lord bless you and keep you.
Until we meet again.
I will be missing you always.
My _________ my friend. ( in the blank area you can put lover, mother or brother)